Weight: 146 lbs Attire: black tank top, green shorts, sandals, sweater-hoodie Resting Heart Rate: I don’t think so Food and Medicine Intake: rice and beans, 100mg spironolactone, other shit. Dream: A complicated, nesting affair. In the primary dream, my family is in LA, but my parents keep disappearing to do things, and me and my […]
Monthly Archives: May 2015
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: Some days are worse than others Dream: Some days are worse than others # of Times Misgendered + Comments: Some days are worse than others # of Suicidal […]
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: Some days are worse than others Dream: Some days are worse than others # of Times Misgendered + Comments: Some days are worse than others # of Suicidal […]
Weight: 146 lbs Attire: black tank, green cargo shorts, but the other ones Resting Heart Rate: Yes Food and Medicine Intake: Chili with bulgur and cornbread, rice and beans, some crunchy stuff, popcorn, 100mg spironolactone Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 4, by dancers # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 1 What Have […]
Weight: 146 lbs Attire: green cargo shorts, that mesh tank top I like so much Resting Heart Rate: I haven’t eaten well in so fucking long Food and Medicine Intake: Falafel, some nuts, basically it. Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 3, once really loudly called “sir” by someone who was renting the […]
Weight: 146 lbs Attire: explosions tshirt, black sarong Resting Heart Rate: I don’t think so Food and Medicine Intake: 800mg ibuprophen, 100mg spironolactone, 1000mg amoxicilin, a croissant, pizza, beer Dream: A really frustrating game of Magic the Gathering. There was nothing that could be done, and no play that would win me any games. Later, […]
Weight: 149 lbs Attire: thin blue pigeon shirt, brown floral skirt, corduroy jacket, sandals Resting Heart Rate: Someday, 0, but today, more than 0 Food and Medicine Intake: 2400mg ibuprophen, 100mg spironolactone, 1500mg amoxicillin, 40ml chlorhexidine gluconate .12% mouthwash, cheese grits with eggs, chips and salsa, lemonade, cranberry juice, pirates booty, some candy. Dream: Doing […]
Weight: No scale Attire: red haltertop, Naia’s green capri pants, sandals Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: 100mg spironolactone, 2400mg ibuprophen, 1500mg amoxicillin, 40ml chlorhexidine gluconate .12% mouthwash, leftover malai kofta, veggie burger with curly fries, root beer, rum. Dream: I remember Ally. I remember a strange League-of-Legends […]
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: 100mg spironolactone, 3200mg ibuprophen, 1 pill percoset, 1500mg amoxicillin, 40ml chlorhexidine gluconate .12% mouthwash, food Dream: Some days are worse than others # of Times Misgendered + Comments: […]
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: 100mg spironolactone, 20mg estrogen, 3200mg ibuprophen, 1 pill percoset, 1500mg amoxicillin, 40ml chlorhexidine gluconate .12% mouthwash, food Dream: Some days are worse than others # of Times Misgendered […]
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: 100mg spironolactone, 3200mg ibuprophen, 1 pill percoset, 1500mg amoxicillin, 40ml chlorhexidine gluconate .12% mouthwash, food Dream: Some days are worse than others # of Times Misgendered + Comments: […]
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: 100mg spironolactone, 3200mg ibuprophen, 1 pill percoset, 1500mg amoxicillin, 40ml chlorhexidine gluconate .12% mouthwash, food Dream: My theater anxiety dream, 2-3 weeks later, as promised (this happens every […]
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: 100mg spironolactone, 3200mg ibuprophen, 1 pill percoset, 1500mg amoxicillin, 40ml chlorhexidine gluconate .12% mouthwash, food Dream: Some days are worse than others # of Times Misgendered + Comments: […]
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: 100mg spironolactone, 3200mg ibuprophen, 1 pill percoset, 1500mg amoxicillin, 40ml chlorhexidine gluconate .12% mouthwash, food Dream: Some days are worse than others # of Times Misgendered + Comments: […]
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: 100mg spironolactone, 3200mg ibuprophen, 1 pill percoset, 1500mg amoxicillin, 40ml chlorhexidine gluconate .12% mouthwash, food Dream: Some days are worse than others # of Times Misgendered + Comments: […]
Weight: Some days are worse than others Attire: Some days are worse than others Resting Heart Rate: Some days are worse than others Food and Medicine Intake: 100mg spironolactone, 2800mg ibuprophen, 3 pills percoset, 1500mg amoxicillin Dream: Some days are worse than others # of Times Misgendered + Comments: Some days are worse than others […]
Weight: No scale Attire: backless black and white striped shirt, black sarong, converse, red bra. Resting Heart Rate: 90bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Complex: had anesthesia for oral surgery (wisdom teeth removal): 4mg Versel, 100mg Propofal, 23mcg Fentay. Also novacain, but I didn’t get the dosage for that. Then also 1400mg ibuprof, 1 pill percoset, […]
Weight: No scale Attire: pajamas, most of the day Resting Heart Rate: I didn’t think I could be here but I could be here Food and Medicine Intake: I think I had some macaroni and then we all had cheese souffle, biscuits with cheese and honey, and green beans. Later I had some popcorn, also […]
Weight: No scale Attire: yellow shirt, red bra, black skirt Resting Heart Rate: ddddka;lksfjfjfj Food and Medicine Intake: Some macaroni and cheese, a nice veggie burger and fries, beer, 100mg spironolactone Dream: No memory # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 6, 4 of them noticed and retracted # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 0 What […]
Weight: No scale Attire: Same as yesterday Resting Heart Rate: No Food and Medicine Intake: granola bars, fried mashed potatoes, good pizza, popcorn, 28mg estrogen, 100mg spironolactone, 1 pill cetirozine (allergies) Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 7 # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 0 What Have You Done to Become Better Today? […]
Weight: No scale Attire: green cargo shorts, red scalloped shirt, red bra, sandals. Resting Heart Rate: Eh Food and Medicine Intake: Kind of skipped breakfast, ate some massaman curry in NY, beer, ice cream, 100mg spironolactone Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 0 # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 0 What Have You […]
Weight: 144 lbs Attire: Costume most of the day, also green sarong and red shirt Resting Heart Rate: Absolutely not Food and Medicine Intake: chickpeas with curry and kale, hummus with pretzals, lemonade, cheesy thing, beer and nachos and fries after the last show, 100mg spironolactone Dream: I am working for the National Weather Service […]
Weight: 142 lbs Attire: red velvet haltertop, black sarong, sandals, the costume. Resting Heart Rate: I had sex today! Food and Medicine Intake: Nice macaroni and cheese, pad thai, spring rolls, naked smoothie, tortilla chips, 100mg spironolactone. Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 2, 1 I’m almost sure I misheard. The other incredibly […]
Weight: 144 lbs Attire: most of the day a brown teddy, then black sarong and purple low cut shirt with red bra, then costume Resting Heart Rate: 10000 Food and Medicine Intake: Pasta, naked smoothie, weird popped potato things, sunflower seeds, ice cream, 100mg spironolactone Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 0 # […]
Weight: No scale Attire: different cargo shorts depending on how many times I’ve changed clothes (sweating a lot), striped shirt, then blue pigeon shirt, doc martens then sandals, then a costume: bra with giant flowers, boyshorts with flowers, gaff, robe. Resting Heart Rate: I’m gonna lie and say 400bpm Food and Medicine Intake: cashews, pasta, […]
Weight: No scale Attire: patched jeans, sheer blue shirt, red bra, sandals Resting Heart Rate: Beating Food and Medicine Intake: Pastry, pizza, some snacks that barely need mentioning, some beer that was very very good, 100mg spironolactone. Dream: Disappearing. I remember that the world was going to end, and I was trying to leave my […]
Weight: No scale Attire: black tank top, white cargo pants, doc martens Resting Heart Rate: I don’t think so Food and Medicine Intake: Crescent and hot chocolate, pizza, lemonade, paneer masala, 100mg spironolactone Dream: Three: In the first, I have killed someone. It was out of self-defense, but I am wracked with guilt. Amy is […]
Weight: No scale Attire: Black slit dress, gold body jewelry, gaff, black bra, sandals Resting Heart Rate: Nah Food and Medicine Intake: Crescant and hot chocolate, nachos, beer, chips, tomatoes, 100mg spironolactone Dream: A lot of images. Me lying with another woman, covered in hair that is covered in cum, moving over to make room […]
Weight: No scale Attire: Nothing! Didn’t leave the house all day Resting Heart Rate: No Food and Medicine Intake: I forgot to eat for the entire day until 6:00, when I went out for a veggie burger. Later I ate cashews, also 100mg spironolactone. Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 0 # of […]
Weight: No scale Attire: white cargo pants, ripped explosions in the sky tshirt, green jacket, nice brown flip flops. Resting Heart Rate: Nope Food and Medicine Intake: mostly shit. 100mg spironolactone Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 2, one felt kind of confrontational, even # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 1 What Have […]
Weight: No scale Attire: Same as previous day Resting Heart Rate: I hate this this week Food and Medicine Intake: Barely anything until the evening, when my professor bought me Qdoba. I had a burrito bowl, managed to trick him into thinking me healthy 100mg spironolactone Dream: forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 4, […]