Pronoun today: She/her Changes noticed: no Money Spent on Transition Expenses: I ended up spending $50 on wigs yesterday. Restraint? Not really, but we’ll pretend. # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: 0 that I heard Dream: our house is gigantic, full of old furniture, antiques, and old- world floral patterns. I am trying to […]
Monthly Archives: October 2015
Pronoun today: She/her Changes noticed: Nothing new Money Spent on Transition Expenses: Still considering spending $90 on wigs. Maybe I’ll “only” spend $50. I don’t know. I need Naia’s advice # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: I think like one? Dream: Forgotten People I Talked to Today: 4ppl at rehearsal, one housemate, 2 people […]
Pronoun today: She/her Changes noticed: I’m trying growing out my leg hair for a bit just to see what it’s like now. How much thinner it is. It’s a fair bit thinner. Recently I’ve been really heavily fantasizing about having children. Who knows where that’s coming from. Money Spent on Transition Expenses: I’m really considering […]
Pronoun today: She/her Thoughts on the last few days: … Dream: I meet by ex while visiting my hometown. She looks younger and older at the same time, has started wearing eye makekup. We silently negotiate how to hug and interact with each other. I am invited to an orgy by a trans woman I […]
Pronoun today: She/her Thoughts on the last few days: Grateful that I am alive and safe. Had two dates in the last two days, with people I met on OKC and Tinder. I’d never been on a date before (all my romances have evolved from friendships that started by accident, this is my first time […]
Pronoun today: She/her Thoughts on the last few days: Work today, work yesterday. I’m only vaguely out to my co-workers. I work so many places with so many different rotating people that I’ve never really been able to have a moment when I, like, came out to the office. People kind of generally know something’s […]
Pronoun today: They/them Thoughts on the last few days: slept. Made a video. Worked. Tried to contact the woman from Tinder. Made a kind of maybe new friend on OKC? This doesn’t feel like it’s working, this online dating thing. The world is full of flaky people. I wrote music. I spent some time with […]
Pronoun today: She/her Thoughts on the last few days: I got another laser appointment. Got a big paycheck and spent most of it. I spent 100 on lasers, 15 on estrogen, 200 on a new laptop because the old one’s screen got cracked to shit, 400 on rent, 130 on debts I owe to Josh, […]
Pronoun today: She/her Thoughts on the last few days: Today I saw a friend and we made out for a while. It was really nice. She likes my boobs, and played with them without me asking. I felt like she was seeing me as a woman, sexually. Which no one but Naia had ever done […]