Monthly Archives: February 2015

Weight: 143 lbs Attire: Black pants, black tshirt, black shoes Resting Heart Rate: 68 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Bread and cheese, potato chips, lemonade, boxed macaroni, peas and corn, milk, whisky. Dream: I just remember enjoying it. # of Times Misgendered + Comments: It felt touch and go at a bar where a friend […]

Weight: 143 lbs Attire: black jeans, blue pigeon shirt, then black redacted shirt, warmth, breasts Resting Heart Rate: 76 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Red Machine Naked juice, pizza, root beer, popcorn, apples, lemonade, Reeses, good whiskey in celebration of an opening, 100 mg spironolactone. Dream: I remember waking disturbed, but don’t remember why. # […]

Weight: 145 lbs Attire: cargo pants, sheer blue shirt, peacoat, bra Resting Heart Rate: 80 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Crescant, hot chocolate, leftover macaroni, then random crap, then 100mg spironolactone Dream: Rehearsing this play I’m working on. A and L decide the actors are not the right heights. They decide to make one actor […]

Weight: 142.8 lbs Attire: Grey dress with black leggings (briefly kitten tights), forms sewed into the dress, doc martens, corduroy jacket, peacoat. Resting Heart Rate: 80 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Frozen waffles with syrup, macaroni and cheese, pint of porter, silver rum, banana, more pasta with marinara sauce, 100mg spironolactone orally, 40mg estrogen injected […]

Weight: ANSWER Attire: Green skinny jeans, sheer red shirt, docs, sweater, hooded coat Resting Heart Rate: 64 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Hot chocolate, crescant, pita with hummus, Israeli salad, feta, sweet tarts, cheese crackers with peanut butter, diet Pepsi Dream: Queer Robocop # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 2, by coworkers # of Suicidal […]

Weight: 141 lbs Attire: Nice black dress, leggings, etc Resting Heart Rate: 76 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Macaroni and cheese and some snacks today. Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 6, four of which were noticed and apologized for # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 1 What Have You Done to Become […]

Weight: 142 lbs Attire: Same as yesterday Resting Heart Rate: 74 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: A bunch of random crap: donuts, almonds, popcorn, luna bars, lemonade. Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 2 # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: None, really What Have You Done to Become Better Today? Cuddled with a […]

Weight: No scale Attire: black leggings, black skirt with gold and red patterns, backless black and white shirt, light military jacket, hooded duster, bra, underpants, doc martens Resting Heart Rate: 80 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Cheerios and milk, pizza, french fries, almonds, potato chips, strawberries and lemonade, and 4 chewable vitamins of dubious efficacy. […]

Weight: I don’t care today. Attire: patched jeans, brown flowy shirt, peacoat, sweater, etc Resting Heart Rate: I don’t care today. Food and Medicine Intake: veggie wrap, french fries, guiness, brownie with ice cream, tofu, kefir, milk. Dream: I remember being told to pay a bill for parking… # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 1: […]

Weight: 141 lbs Attire: ripped jeans with flowers, black tank top, green military jacket, hooded duster. Resting Heart Rate: 72 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: pasta, luna bars, almonds, wine Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 2 # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 1 What Have You Done to Become Better Today? Came […]

Weight: ANSWER Attire: Pajamas, motherfucker Resting Heart Rate: 74 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Pasta with vodka sauce, Cheerios with milk, cream soda, cheez-its. Dream: forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 0 # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 0 What Have You Done to Become Better Today? Played video games, improving at video games. […]

Weight: 150 lbs Attire: Aqua skinny jeans, pigeon shirt, sweater-hoodie, hooded felt duster, docs. Resting Heart Rate: 78 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Waffles, macaroni and cheese, peas, cheez-its, luna bar, gatorade for some reason, almonds, cream soda with rum Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 1 # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: […]

Weight: 145 lbs Attire: Black jeans (faded), red halter top, grey sweater, peacoat, then hooded felt duster, doc martens. Resting Heart Rate: 64 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Omelette and toast, black bean burger, french fries, peas, apple with peanut butter, pasta with vodka sauce, cheddar cheese, lemonade, vitamin water thing, cheetos. Dream: Forgotten # […]

Weight: 6 tons (147 lbs) Attire: Blue jeans, black leggings, low-cut blue shirt, bra, sweater-hoodie, brown hat, peacoat, docs Resting Heart Rate: 76 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Apple cinnamon Cheerios, pasta with cheese, lemonade, banana, Boca fake chicken patties, cream soda, silver rum, popcorn, 400 mg of ibuprofen Dream: Forgotten # of Times Misgendered […]

Weight: 145 lbs Attire: Black leggings, long black skirt, yellow and brown shirt, bra. Resting Heart Rate: 74 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: alfredo, chips and salsa, lemonade, chocolate, little bit of gin, anise liquor, popcorn Dream: I don’t remember my dream. There was a cardboard cutout of an animated judge. # of Times Misgendered […]

Weight: More than 0 Attire: Flowy black pants, pink hippie shirt, docs, the usual Resting Heart Rate: 68 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Cheese sandwiches, valentines candy, bean and cheese enchilada, pint of guinness, some sips of Naia’s beer, french fries, chocolate lava cake Dream: There was an orgy, and a new game that I […]

Weight: 140 lbs Attire: Sheer red shirt, grey floral skirt, leggings, docs, light corduroy jacket (far too cold for this shit, but I needed to feel pretty) Resting Heart Rate: Didn’t check, motherfucker Food and Medicine Intake: Fake chicken burgers with ketchup, pasta with cheese, potato chips, cookie, granola bar. Dream: At Swarthmore, kind of. […]

Weight: 139 lbs Attire: Cargo pants, red scalloped shirt, underpants, bra, etc. Resting Heart Rate: 72 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Bowl of cereal, hot chocolate, crumb cake, leftover macaroni, honestly not close to enough. Dream: No memory # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 1 corrected, 1 (I believe) uncorrected # of Suicidal Thoughts + […]

Weight: 140 lbs Attire: patched jeans and a fucking shirt okay why is it so difficult with you Resting Heart Rate: I’ve slept 6 hours in the past 48 Food and Medicine Intake: Pastry, then indian food (chana sag), then from-the-box macaroni Dream: Shaken out of it # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 2 at […]

Weight: 139 lbs Attire: black jeans, black panties, black boots, red bra, my finest black and gold printed floral flowy top, sweater, peacoat. Resting Heart Rate: 60 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Cheerios, kefir, cranberry juice, tea, macaroni and cheese, falafel, belgian fries, mentos, a strange Japanese rice straw thing. Dream: Don’t remember # of […]

Weight: ANSWER Attire: black leggings, black and gold wrap/sarong/thing, low-cut purple shirt, docs, sweater, peacoat Resting Heart Rate: ANSWER Food and Medicine Intake: Macaroni and cheese in the morning, fake chicken and kefir in the evening. A cup of tea between. Dream: I had to substitute teach for a class at Buxton. An English class. […]

Weight: 139 lbs Attire: long-sleeved dragon t-shirt, brown sweatpants Resting Heart Rate: I didn’t take it, but fast, probably over 100bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Very sick today. Barely able to eat anything. A bite of leftover tofu, but it had gone bad, a bit of leftover pasta, a couple bites of macaroni and cheese, […]

Weight: 140 lbs Attire: low-cut purple shirt, bra, cargo pants, leggings for warmth, docs, sweater-hoodie, jacket Resting Heart Rate: 84 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Bagel with cream cheese, naked juice, nut mix with raisin and cranberry, cheese doodles, potato chips Dream: Don’t remember # of Times Misgendered + Comments: So many times at Friday […]

Weight: 141 lbs Attire: Same as yesterday. Resting Heart Rate: 100 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Pizza and root beer. Bowl of Kix. Banana. Fritos. I’m staring at an apple right now. (I ate it later). Two puffs of an albuterol inhaler. 200mg of ibuprophen. Dream: Walking down the driveway from the Bx house. The […]

Weight: No scale Attire: Black and gold skirt, black leggings, converse, black and white panties, red bra with forms, black and white backless shirt, sweater-hoodie, felt jacket. Resting Heart Rate: 54 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Pasta with cheese, lemonade, bread, cheese, apple Dream: I remember moving into a new cabin at BLC, and there […]

Weight: 145 lbs Attire: yellow and white shirt, breasts, patched jeans, boots Resting Heart Rate: 60 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: coffee roll, Chipotle burrito bowl with sofritas and black beans, root beer pasta with cheese, corn, and peas Dream: No # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 1 # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 2, […]

Weight: 147 lbs Attire: Run blacks Resting Heart Rate: 74 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Tofu, kale, rice, lemonade, popcorn, mentos, tortilla chips Dream: Don’t remember # of Times Misgendered + Comments: 3 # of Suicidal Thoughts + Comments: 2 What Have You Done to Become Better Today? Work for money Other Comments: I want […]

Weight: 138 lbs Attire: Fleece leggings, grey floral skirt, doc martens, red bra with forms, blue sheer shirt, grey knitted sweater, fleece jacket (during work call, green cargo pants replace skirt) Resting Heart Rate: 74 bpm Food and Medicine Intake: Cinnabon? peanut butter pretzals, vitamin water (lemon, then passionfruit), lemonade and seltzer, green beans, alfredo, […]