Monthly Archives: August 2015

Pronoun today: she/her Changes noticed: Nothing new, really. Out of shape, but I kind of knew that one. Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: 1 I suppose, after a correction Dream: Forgotten but stressful. People I Talked to Today: ToO many. A friend, a guy who rented us […]

Pronoun today: Emphatically she/her Changes noticed: I can’t pass nearly as well as I’d thought. Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: 2 times brutally misgendered. Felt super overwhelming. I talked to a coworker who I’d never met and we talked about women’s clothing and it seemed like she […]

Pronoun today: She/her Changes noticed: Nothing new Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: a couple, by friends Dream: In a fancy nyc apartment, refusing to leave. I talk to my sister about queerness. She nods along. Naia gives me a huge old book about the tarot. It rains. […]

Pronoun today: They Changes noticed: I’m homeless. I hadn’t realized that. I’m couch-surfing right now before my lease is signed and I can move in on the first. I was going to stay with a friend, but my cell phone battery died. I went to a nearby house of a friend and rang the bell, […]

Pronoun today: She/her Changes noticed: Happiness still. NAIA asked “who are you?” while I sung them a song about a butterfly, because I was so suddenly (in just a couple days) so joyful Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: none explicitly in my hearing Dream: 2 parts, first […]

Pronoun today: they/them Changes noticed: Naia says that they think I’ve gained weight and that it’s going to my “womanly places.” I didn’t really ask them what that means, but I have noticed that one of my pants doesn’t fit as well around the waist and thighs. Also they said my boobs were bigger. Money […]

Pronoun today: she, then they Changes noticed: nothing much new Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: 5-6 times by a number of people, called “ladies” while with Naia by someone asking us for money, so they got me right and N wrong. Dream: forgotten People I Talked to […]

Pronoun today: they Changes noticed: nothing new, really. finding my voice migrating back down a bit, got to keep an eye on that Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: 1 on the street by a catcaller Dream: >A lot of train stress, getting on the right train, etc. […]

Pronoun today: She Changes noticed: Changes in the depression: I lost a week of my life. It just disappeared, as though it was never there at all. Also the lasers pretty effectively destroy my black hairs but the lighter color face gaurs are still growing. I don’t know what they’ll look like if I stop […]

Pronoun today: they/them Changes noticed: nothing new Money Spent on Transition Expenses: nothing # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: no Dream: Like so many of my dreams, preparing for a show. We’re cleaning up a semi-vacant lot for a boring play about kings and stuff that we all make fun of, but it’s starting […]

Pronoun today: she/her Changes noticed: i haven’t shaved my chest in a while and the hair is definitely much much thinner than before, especially around my nipples Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: didn’t leave Dream: nope People I Talked to Today: 1 People I Actually Communicated With […]

Pronoun today: She/her Changes noticed: hair thinner Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: 0 that i can remember, other than N Dream: forgotten People I Talked to Today: N, realtor People I Actually Communicated With Today: N What Have You Done to Become Better Today? I made plans […]

Pronoun today: She/her Changes noticed: i don’t know, my breasts feel bigger. My friends were commenting on them having a shape when I was lying on my side. Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: a bunch with friends. It’s hard to keep track sometimes Dream: Another blur. Remember […]

Pronoun today: She/her Changes noticed: nothing new, beard still visible, but I need to be patient Money Spent on Transition Expenses: 0 # of Times Correctly Gendered + Comments: bunch of times by Naia, that should count, once by a security guard at a park we were at, telling us not to swing the hammock […]