Pronoun today:
They/them
Thoughts on the last few days:
slept. Made a video. Worked. Tried to contact the woman from Tinder. Made a kind of maybe new friend on OKC? This doesn’t feel like it’s working, this online dating thing. The world is full of flaky people. I wrote music. I spent some time with my housemates. Being near them made me realize I’m kind of depressed, but not as bad as it has been in the past, I guess. So grateful maybe? I left all my needles at Naia’s apartment. I brought a couple when I moved but I left the bulk of them. I’ve used all the ones I’ve got right now, but I’ve got another injection this weekend. So I guess I have to postpone it until I get the needles, which I hate doing, but it is what it is. Pro tip: after laser hair removal, your stubble is so much worse for a couple of days as the dead hairs grow out. Very disphoric today, avoiding mirrors. It’s been working, though, because I recognize I look so much better than before I started. It’s a godsend, even if I’m worried I’ll need electrolysis on my upper lip, cause that shit seems out of control.
Dream:
A maze in a concrete building. Grass.
Have You Been Saved?
No